GLOW UP DIARIES
It's 2020!
I went through my gallery to
reflect on the last year and found my biggest fear coming true; the fear of
looking back and finding myself the SAME.
I see a girl who isn't happy
with her body, a girl who lost her self love to her hallucinated insecurities.
Looking back I realized I was the same person who woke up when the sun was
already high with eyes that looked of a 40-year-old due to straining them on
social media till 1 a.m. in the morning. I remember attending a wedding and hiding my acne marks that were the result of my binge eating on sugar and junk.
I’ve cried myself to sleep over how my family completely lost hope
in me taking into consideration that I stopped getting good grades and didn’t
get into the college I should’ve.
My life at present is a result of looped procrastination
combined with zero self-discipline and not existence will power. I don’t remember
the last time I pushed myself to work hard and push my boundaries and this has lead me to where I call myself, MEDIOCRE.
Changing My Life!
I’m a 20-year-old female with a height you’ll find tall and
a personality I don't deny being appealing, but I strive to be the better version of myself physically and mentally.
The start of a new year if the most awaited event I look
forward to, it’s when new beginnings happen. I woke up with hope in myself
believing This Is the Year I transform my life into a better version of
itself.
This Blog is my Journal/ guide to the readers who can embark
on their journey with me and grow in life together. This blog is all about mindfulness,
self-love, wellness, productivity and passion for living.
Welcome to my glow-up diary.
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